Some days I wake up fine. That used to feel like the win.
Then the day ends and I’m still waiting for the drop. Like the floor is going to tilt again and I should stay ready. A good day becomes something I’m managing, not something I’m in.
I don’t have a fix for that. I just know it happens, and it used to make me feel broken for being suspicious of the calm.
If you’re having a decent day and waiting for it to fall apart, you’re not alone. The day can still count.
I’ll send the next one. You can leave whenever you want.






